Saturday, October 20, 2018

Awakened

A bit of tattered old paper from 2011 that I finally got transcribed.





Awakened:
Kasey Nesselrotte


A cold wave of nausea flooded over him as his awareness of the situation greeted his senses. A sharp smell began to creep into his reality, which at the moment, was a swirling blur of convoluted thoughts and images. Slowly his brain began to piece together the sights around him and connect the smell invading his nostrils with the sights of the horribly shattered corpse lying on the floor. The dead body appeared to have belonged to a man but any other distinguishing features were rendered completely unidentifiable from the large gaping wounds that pocketed the corpse. The holes resembled meteor craters. Instead craters comprised of rock and earth they consisted of flesh, organs, bones, and blood. Lots and lots of blood. His sight expanded from the tunnel vision view of the mutilated man to encompass the rest of the blood scattered around the room. It was everywhere.  The ceiling and walls were splattered with artistic and almost elegant streaks, lines, and droplets of congealing red gore. A giant seeping pool of blood had spread from the body. It grotesquely matted the dingy carpet in it’s persistent march away from its host. It was now that a large piece of the puzzle clicked into place. He discovered the person and method responsible for the sickening display of carnage. Scattered randomly around the man’s feet were a slew of tiny, spent, shiny brass cylinders. He suddenly felt a tremendous weight in his hand.  He was clutching a solid black, blood speckled, .45 caliber, 1911 pistol. Had he shot the man lying on the floor? Something in his subconscious told him that he did do it. Something told him that it had happened.. again..


Back for the first time.

It has been a year and a half since my last post.. Almost to the day, And that's ok. I attempt to do things I like when i like as to not force myself to do something my heart is not totally into. 

Moving forward with the blog I have several purposes I hope to accomplish while improving and practicing my writing.

    • I like writing. It is therapeutic and enjoyable to me.
    • I want to finish (or start new) one of the novel ideas I have. This has been a very long term goal of mine that I wish to start focusing on and completing in regular segments.
    • I want to blog / vlog / Instagram about food more. This is a very important goal for me. I love food. Food is my life. Working in restaurants, eating in restaurants, cooking at home. The majority of my life revolves around food in some way. My son asked me one time "what can (his girlfriend) and I go do in Orlando?" I had the hardest time finding an answer that didn't revolve around food or drinks. I mean really, it was super difficult..

Every time I travel and return home with a head full of experiences I am always remiss that I don't record that in some form. While it's true I usually do an Instagram post or two during every adventure this does not wholly complete the experience. Instagram is a beautiful and poetic visual media but it is highly filtered and biased. It doesn't express the sensations, feelings, and emotions, like words can.

The youtube vlog is another animal all together. Not one for this discussion but one i still hold near and dear.

So i think the first thing to do is to go back to the beginning.  Pull from the grave (google photos) some of the most enjoyable and memorable food experiences and regale those here on the blog.